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At 6, I promised my best friend

Mom took a shaky breath.

“Your father knew Noah’s family before you were born.”

I stared at her.

“What does that have to do with Noah?”

She looked down at our joined hands.

“Everything.”

My heart started pounding.

Mom continued quietly.

“When you were six, your father and I were going through a very difficult time. We were fighting constantly. We were talking about divorce long before you ever knew anything was wrong.”

I swallowed.

“I remember you two fighting.”

“I know.”

She squeezed my fingers.

“But there was something else happening.”

“What?”

“Your father had a business partner named Daniel.”

She paused.

“Daniel was Noah’s father.”

I felt the room tilt beneath me.

“No.”

Mom nodded slowly.

“Your father and Daniel were best friends. They built their company together. And when Noah was born, your father was there. He was one of the first people outside the family to hold him.”

I couldn’t understand.

“Then why have you never told me?”

“Because your father and Daniel had a falling-out.”

“Why?”

Mom’s eyes filled with tears.

“Money.”

She looked toward the window.

“Your father accused Daniel of stealing from the company. Daniel denied it. They stopped speaking. Their friendship ended.”

I sat completely still.

“And Noah?”

“Your father never blamed Noah. But he couldn’t stand being around Daniel anymore.”

I shook my head.

“That still doesn’t explain why you don’t want me going to prom with him.”

Mom looked directly into my eyes.

“It does when you know what happened twelve years ago.”

My stomach dropped.

“Twelve years ago?”

“The year you made that promise to Noah.”

I suddenly remembered the day.

The dinosaurs.

The raisins.

The pinkie promise.

Mom whispered,

“That wasn’t the first time you met him.”

I stared at her.

“What?”

“You met Noah when you were three.”

I felt a chill run through me.

“You don’t remember because you were too young.”

She opened the drawer of my nightstand and pulled out an old photograph.

She handed it to me.

My fingers trembled as I looked at it.

There I was.

Three years old.

Standing beside a little boy with dark hair and a huge smile.

Noah.

But that wasn’t what made my blood run cold.

Behind us stood my father.

And beside him was Daniel.

The two men were smiling.

Together.

“Why don’t I remember this?”

“Because after that day, we moved away.”

“Why?”

Mom didn’t answer immediately.

Instead, she said something that made my entire body go numb.

“Because Noah wasn’t just your father’s business partner’s son.”

She pointed at the photograph.

“He was your brother’s best friend.”

I frowned.

“I don’t have a brother.”

Mom’s lips trembled.

“You did.”

The room went silent.

I couldn’t breathe.

“What are you talking about?”

Mom began crying.

“Before you were born, I was pregnant with twins.”

I stared at her.

“Twins?”

She nodded.

“You had a brother.”

My hands started shaking.

“What happened to him?”

Mom covered her face.

“He died.”

I felt like the air had disappeared from the room.

“When?”

“Before you were born.”

I couldn’t speak.

Mom wiped her tears.

“And your father never recovered from it.”

I looked at the photograph again.

“But what does Noah have to do with my brother?”

Mom closed her eyes.

“Your brother was born with a serious medical condition. We spent months in the hospital. Daniel and his wife were there constantly. Noah was just a little boy, but he loved your brother.”

I whispered,

“What was his name?”

Mom hesitated.

Then she said it.

“Ethan.”

My heart stopped.

Ethan.

The name was familiar.

Not from a photograph.

Not from a story.

From somewhere deep inside me.

A memory.

A tiny hand.

A hospital room.

A little boy laughing.

And another little boy sitting beside his bed.

Noah.

I stood up so quickly that my chair fell backward.

“You’re lying.”

“I wish I were.”

“Then why didn’t anyone tell me?”

“Because your father made me promise.”

“Promise what?”

Mom looked at the clock.

Then toward the bedroom door.

“Noah’s waiting downstairs.”

I froze.

She whispered,

“Your father made me promise that if you ever became close to Noah again, I would tell you the truth before you were allowed to fall in love with him.”

My mouth went dry.

“Fall in love?”

Mom nodded.

“There was one more thing your father discovered before he died.”

“What?”

She looked terrified.

“He found out that Daniel never stole the money.”

I stared at her.

“Then who did?”

Mom didn’t answer.

She reached into her purse and pulled out a second envelope.

My name was written across the front.

In my father’s handwriting.

I recognized it immediately.

My knees nearly gave out.

“He left this for you,” Mom whispered.

“But he died six years ago.”

“I know.”

“Why are you giving it to me now?”

Mom looked toward the door again.

“Because he specifically told me not to open it until the night you went to prom with Noah.”

My fingers trembled as I opened the envelope.

Inside was a single sheet of paper.

I read the first line.

And everything I thought I knew about my father, my childhood, and Noah changed forever.

“My daughter, if you’re reading this, then Noah has finally come back into your life—and I need you to know that his father didn’t betray me. I betrayed him.”

I stopped breathing.

Then I read the next sentence.

“And the reason I did it has everything to do with the night your brother died.”

I looked at Mom.

She was crying.

And downstairs, completely unaware of the truth waiting upstairs, Noah was still holding the corsage he had brought for me.

For the first time that night, I wondered whether our prom promise had ever really been a childhood promise at all.

Maybe it had been the beginning of something our parents had spent twelve years trying to hide.

And whatever was written on the rest of that letter…

was going to change all of our lives.

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